I have a strange temper. Most of the times, I’m not easily offended or got pissed off by things (while still being a worry wart), but sometimes, I can get really pissed of by silly little things that doesn’t really matter. When this happens, this is usually a result of some pent-up frustration that finally exploded. For example, I might get mad at you for tapping my back because you’ve been continuously made me ate natto for a whole week.
Anyway, that’s what happened to me today. Something pissed me off to the point that I had no will to do anything for the rest of the day except throwing a tantrum. What pissed me off more was the fact that I can’t blog about it, I can’t tweet about it, I can’t put it on my Facebook status, hell I can’t even TALK about it because: 1) It was a stupid things if you only hear that one thing without knowing the background story, but if I told you the background story I would only sound like a sensitive and whinny kid; 2) The risk of people involved reading it is too great and it’s not really worth the risk of being in an awkward situation in the rest of my stay here.
On the train back home, I was wondering how whinny I would be when I arrived home but this video by Kyary Pamyu Pamyu that Tachu told me yesterday actually saved me from emotional wreckage. This silly video talked about fake eyelashes and how it makes a singer confident, and the video clip is nothing but cute. My favorite is the tigers, and I’m trying to memorize their dance moves now.
Today I had lunch with Take who I know from Tokyo Orieentering Tour back then in fall. Now that I think about it, I actually managed to know a lot of people from that event. He’s leaving for a student exchange in Sydney in two weeks, so we planned a lunch because it’s also been a long time since we’ve met and he’ll be there until December while I’ll go back in August so we might not see each other again. Not in the near future, at least ;) Anyway, I had a great time and the conversation made me remember that I haven’t had any thing planned for my Kansai trip in March and I should really start planning things. What a great plan to fill my spare time in the next fe weeks.
